camicazy

in the process

'beauty is god. god is beauty with feeling.'

never really wanted to be this way at all. i think it's
about time i change myself and shape up.

i don't know if i can do anything about my pessimism...i
don't know if i can do anything about the intense anger
that i feel inside me... but ... maybe if i suppress
everything...maybe... maybe... maybe i will be able to
change....

but maybe i will explode...

most likely i will explode...

argh...