Christine

Visions Of Life
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2002-03-22 14:13:02 (UTC)

Happiness In A Thought

3-22-02
Midnight

I disposed of yesterdays entry because it was quite dark
and I am too happy to relive such things.

My love of great literature has been rekindled and i long
for more to read. Althought I am love authors like Steven
King, Anne Rice and Dean Koontz, I am drawn to authors like
Nathaniel Hawthorne, Robert Frost and all of those authors
we were "forced" to read in school. I cannot wait for the
day when I can have my own library. Beautiful hardcover
books, that smell of intelligence, crisp pages, the glisten
from fresh ink, the sliding ladder so I can actually reach
my books(lol). I do not care about having a lavish yard, 20
bedrooms or any of that petty shit. I just want a
picturesque library, all my own, for me to treasure forever.

I have a severe writers block and am unable to work around
it. I have brilliant poetry flowing through my mind and i
smile a bit when I think of it, but as soon as I open my
mouth to speak the words or grab a pen, the words vanish,
leaving me with nothing.

I am officially looking for a job. No more of this talking
and not acting. I need a new full time job as well as a
part time job. This means interviews! Eek! What oh what do
I wear?? I have nothing presentable!

I am attempting to meet with my boss today, if he calls me
back. I am scared to death.

My Next Tasks At Hand

1-School Stuff- registration, etc
2-Paying off debt
3-Building a lady like, anti black wardrobe.. lol
4-Buying a new comp
5-Having enough money to see a therapist(I still think
there should be a charitable donation "Keep Christine Sane"
lol)

Oh yes. My little work related battle is better. The
opposing side asked for a cease fire and I was more than
happy to accept. I no longer wish for her death or for her
to get fired. She does try and does work (usually) and
plus, I have a weakness for the poor and Id feel awful if
she was jobless..

Work is better but still can kiss my ass. Life is good but
stressful. I am happy and quite floaty.. =)


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