gothguy

deepthoughts
2002-03-22 07:01:25 (UTC)

fun fun fun

Hey yall
It's just me and my BEST friend steph
i just have to say im not feeling depressed tonight im here
with my best friend in the whole world and she always makes
me feel awesome. We have decided that the friends that we
think we know we really don't know at all now that;s sad
but it is so true!! When someone pretends to be your friend
and then turns around and asks you for the only thing they
always ask for there using you!! That's right if they only
want you for one thing then they are really not your friend
and all that bullshit before that of how your their best
friend and they would do anything for you is all just
buttering you up so they can stab you in the gut to get
what they want FUCK YOU!! Well anyways enough about that we
had so much fun tonight we sat around and drank a lil bit
and talked about things that were on our minds and wouldn't
you know it we feel the same on this whole thing!! Oh i
love steph so much we think the same way but i feel so bad
because lateley i've neglected her because i thought i
wanted to make more friends and all that did was make me
more depressed because all that is out there is more people
who want to use you and pretend to be ther for you damn
them to hell. And hey steph says that if were forty and not
married we should hook up i say hell yeah as long as she'll
wear a strap-on once and awile because i am gay and all but
hey fuck being gay i take the word as HAPPY and i am so
happy right now and i promise never to trust people with my
friendship again unless i know them for who they are YAY!
Luv ya all and Goodnight!!!
And keep writing in these journals cause they make
exsistence in this fucked up world more possible




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