Larmes d'un ange
May 15, 2001
Boys need to learn to be less stubborn. I mean really, if
you need help with something, why not just ask? It's
easier than making yourself have a nervous breakdown.
That's all right though, I'm going to get big muscles and
hurt all the boys that refuse to ask for help when they
need it. Yup yup, I am. I mean, you are best friends with
someone for like over 2 years and you still don't feel
comfortable enough to ask them for help? That's jsut
sad...Whatever though, I guess there isn't much I can do....
I started taking both diet pills and energy pills today. I
hope they work, I seem to have a lot more energy and i'm
not all that hungry at all either, so I guess it is
working. I need to lose weight so much...I am so not happy
with myself at all. I hope that maybe I can get down to
like a size 7/8 or something. I don't know if that is
possible but I can try. My bones are really big and may
not allow me to get that small but I hope so. I hate being
this big. I hate it!