Mikey's Journal
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2002-03-21 04:16:20 (UTC)

this is getting even tougher

Man, this relationship with Ben is just getting tougher and
tougher. My dad and Ben got in a little argument on the
phone a few days ago and ever sence my dad has had a huge
grudge again Ben. But Ben wants to talk to my dad, face to
face and get to know him better. I understand where both of
them are coming from, but I'm not choosing sides. If I have
to choose a side, I'll probably choose my dad's side. But
I'm hoping it won't come to that. Sometimes I wish my dad
would shut up and at other times I wish Ben would
understand my dad and do what he says sometimes. He may be
18, but he still has to obey some rules.

Plus Jon and Chrissy might hook up. I can't believe that
they would do that to me. I feel like Chrissy just used me.
I don't know why. I guess I still have a lot of feelings
left over for Jon. I told him that, but I don't think he
believes me. Err! My life is so complicated. (Or maybe I'm
just jealous. I don't know.)


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