Trixie Dust

Never sometimes

never sometimes

well i never wanted
it to be this way with you.
so broken-hearted.
look at all the things
we've been through.
sometimes i,
sometimes i can catch up with your words.
you're hard to follow,
so hard to follow.

tragic,
to realize that you talk to much.
so tragic,
to realize that you're far too gone
to say you're wrong.
sometimes i,
sometimes i can catch up with your words.
you're hard to follow,
so hard to follow.

tie the rope around me once more.
i might bend, but i won't break.

take this timeout
to find yourself.
take this timeout to learn.

Thats nfg. *grin*

I was reading this dudes diary, and he made a very good
point. Almost frightening. I dont want to scare matt away
by keeping all my scary thoughts to myself but i dont want
to scare him away by telling him. *no, im not hiding
anything right now, but in the past i have and its caused
problems* Let me explain. You dont tell soemone, adn they
know your not breaking down the wall and get up to walk
away, and you beg them not to leave, then they beg you to
talk to them.

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I started that yesterday.

I MISS MY BABY!!!

Anyhoos, tonight first sergeant is taking the drill team to
golden corral because we got first at state. *grins*

But theres still that vague empty spot...

I love you soooo much matt.

I loves you too marie and huggles.

Trika