Gem

Just Gem
2002-03-20 10:21:54 (UTC)

Life is a bitch: Part 12

Hiya the wekend was OK, I had work on Sat and met up wiv F
and we tried on clothes and it was fun then on Sunday I
spent most of the day gettin pissed off wiv my dad and
typing up my German Coursework joy to the world..NOT!!!!!!
Yesterday I went down town wiv B afta school and whilst we
were wlkin to her house we had to cross the road
and this bloke that I fancy drove past in his car and
waved at me !!!!!!!! I was soooooooooooooooooooooooo
happy!!!!!!! We went down town and I bought a CD single
that I wanted for ages Shoulda Woulda Coulda by Bev Knight
I love it cause it reminds me of this teacha I liked last
year and he left and I didn't tell him how I felt cause I
was too scared and it wouldn't have been v fair on him,
one of the lines goes

'I know I'm here where I belong, but sumtimes wen I'm not
that strong..'

and then the chorus goes

Well I wisha,
I wish I'd done a little bit more,
Now shoulda woulda coulda means I'm out of time,
shoulda, woulda coulda can't change ur mind,
and I wonder,
wonder what I'm gonna do?
Shoulda Woulda Coulda are the last words of a fool.

The first bit is like me sayin well I know I made the rite
decision by not lettin him know but sumtimes wen I'm
feelin low......and then the chorus is just a lament
basically. I do really really miss him. Remember twin
number two asked me out ? Well he asked me again yesterday
and I was soooo tempted to say yes but I didn't, I know
that I shouldn't tar them with the same brush so to speak
but if it didn't work out wiv his brother what's to make
me think he will b any differant? Anyway he is wayyyyyyyy
too young for me and we are too differant for it to eva
work out, to b honest I don't even fancy him so whats the
point, I'm all for goin for personality but ya gotta
b physically attracted to em too haven't you?

'Well I wonder ... I wonder what I'm gonna do,
shoulda woulda coulda are the last words of a fool!!!!'

Love ya lots and lots

gypsygem




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