This fucking sucks. I had to get up at 2 in the fucking
morning today to go to work with my dad...oooh, fun shit.
I've been up since, and I'm nothing but tired and lonely.
This friday is Julian's birthday. We're heading over there
thursday night and we're prolly gonna lan until saturday
sometime. Other than that, there's nothing exciting going
on, so this is about all I have to look forward to...that,
and monday morning.
It beats down on me...it wears on me...it makes me feel
strange. Sometimes I feel as if I care too much. Only a
matter of time. Ramblings, I know...but they make sense to
Who the fuck reads this shit anyway? Is there someone out
there other than myself that actually gives a fuck about
what goes on in my life? Somebody show a fucking sign! God,
I feel like shit right now.
It snowed a couple days ago. Beautiful white snow, and
nobody to share it with. I love the snow.
I feel like I'm slipping away, and I hate the feeling.
I can't do this anymore. It's killing me.