mental illness, yes it is real..

decision made...

I have decided to keep my journal here, rather than move it
to dd. I am already established here, so why move it ? So
here I will stay. I went to shrink yesterday, got put on
new meds.. Now I take busbar 30mg per day, zyprexa 5mg per
day, and effexor 37.5 mg per day. Let's see if that combo
works for me... Lisa and I are talkin again, which is
good.. What I need to do , is I need to learn to chill out.
I get too worked up over lil shit , I take everything and
blow it up into big mountain... Lisa wants to help me , but
she is very low herself, we need to get each other out of
pit, how i dont know, but we will do it.
Tommorow is visiting night at high-school, I will be
meeting with Jon's teachers in an attempt to find out what
he can do to get grades better. He is having an awful time
at moment , and he needs all the help that he can get.
Also need to go birthday shopping for him , as his b-day is
this sunday... He will be 15 ! - am i really getting that
old ??? I mean , hell, he was like only born yesterday, so
i think...but anyway , i guess that is about it for now...
TTFN....