blueboyr

lost in the dark
2002-03-18 04:46:50 (UTC)

The Little things....

Hey Entry. Just thinking alittle about life to night.
Just alittle on the crazy side to night. For some reason my
father was being adnormal tonight. I can see were I get the
crazy side of myself. *shakes head* *little laugh*

If have done things in the past that I would not doing
again. I am talking about the big things that i have done.
For the big things are nothing but great advantures. And
there is nothing that I would change. Now there are some
little things that I would not mind going back and redoing.
Not that I would want to change them, for the life of me.
Just thinking that it is not the Big things that really
matter. It was the little ones that get screwed up as they
arise. On more then one occation I wish I would have gone
on my instincts, instead of thinking on them. I am not
saying entry that I am totally upset at this. For even now
these little things are parts of learning. Will I ever
change about thinking things out ? Probably not. There has
been acouple of things that Instinct has done things that
had me think more about things then I wanted to. Just like
I said a learning of life.

Crazy thoughts are with me tonight. Hehehe.
I fall asleep with you on my mind.


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Untitled....

Look,
Listen,
For there in the shadow lurks,
Something for you to see,
Something for you to hear,
The wind is on your back,
The smell of evening is in the air,

Look,
Listen,
For in the heart,
Something for you to see,
Something for you to hear,
The thump of it is rythematic,
The flow is constant,

Look,
Listen,
For what is true,
Something for you to see,
Something for you to hear,
The feeling of someone watching,
The sense of being held,

Look,
Listen,
Something for you to see,
Something for you to hear,
The peace of knowing that it is there,
The cress of the hand,

Blind,
Deaf,
Something you can't see,
Something you can't hear,
The wall is there,
The brick is rough.

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Lost in the Dark....