LadyButterfly

Days of My Life
2001-05-14 20:44:52 (UTC)

Things not going very well

When I got home from the grocery this afternoon, Leslie was
pissed at heavens knows what, Tim was on her bed in her
bedroom, and Mike was.......well, he was being Mike. Mike
told me that he wasn't going to Demolay this evening.
Leslie has to go because she's Sweetheart. SO, she gets
mad because Mike said he didn't want to go. Then she does
her martyr routine when I ask her why she's upset. I told
I just needed to know who was going to be home for dinner.
I have to make plates to stick in the microwave for whoever
is late getting home. ANYWAY........let me back up a
little bit

Tim is out of the hospital and on the mend, thank God!
Since his mother is about worthless as far as mothering
goes, he's been living wherever Leslie is. She's been
taking care of him. Which is a good thing. He needs help
making sure he eats right. He's never had to worry about
it before. Now he has to watch his sugar intake and eat at
least 2000 calories per day. The pancreatitis messed his
insulin up really bad, so he's diabetic. We just don't
know if it's permanent.

I've been talking to several different people on the
internet and was going to meet one of them. But I
chickened out at the last minute. I've just been a very
depressed mood lately. I'm not even sure why. But right
now, I'm sitting here in tears. I don't even know why I'm
crying. Joe sounded like a really nice guy, but when I
told him I couldn't make it, he kind of freaked out on me--
asking if I'd met someone new, etc. I just sort of hung up
on him. I couldn't take the pressure from someone I don't
even know!

I miss Scottish Bill very much. I'd love to see him later
this week, maybe for lunch. He's supposed to get home
tomorrow. I just hope he does.




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