Harley_Quinn

ThOuGhTs Of A LoTuS ChiLd
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2002-03-17 20:18:39 (UTC)

Un-fuckin-believable

..........Burke wants me back...............................

yes thats right....you heard it...he emailed me this long
letter with all these kinda hints...i thought maybe he was
talking bout taryn or sumone...or maybe he was just being
complicated...i mean burke is one of the hardest people to
try and figure out....he asked me to get on buzz so i
did...there was a part in his email where he said "if i
come home i want things to be like they used to...." and i
str8 up asked him what he meant...he replied saying he
needed a cig and he'd brb....so i told him not to change
the subject and just tell me...and he replied with sumthin
like "look ive meet quite a few girls down here and i
havent done anything with any of em...i look for girls that
have the qualities you had..and none of them remind me of
you...and then i got a tarrot readin and you were in it"
so apparently hes still got feelings for me...and its
making him miserable becuz he cant find anyone else...to be
honest im kinda glad hes miserable...now he knows how i
felt and still do sumtimes..i mean its not like i want him
back but when we broke up he took away part of me...and now
everytime i try to find sumone i just dont get that feeling
inside that i used to...kinda like a raping of the
emotions...he seems pretty depresed so imma be nice to
him..we're emailing back and forth but i told myself im not
goin to fall for the things he'll say..i kno him too well
and i remember the shit he did to me when we broke up...but
hey we can still talk and be friends...it seems like he
needs people right now...i need to get ahold of taryn to
see if maybe hes trying the same thing on her...ya never
know
well anywayz enough of that....its rainy outside,my mom
isnt home ,and i want goat cheese pizza damnit!! ive had a
craving for it since last night and no one will get it for
me...i got to talk to Blyth last night...hes this hippie
guy that kara and brea knew..hes really kewl and
funny...YAY i made a new friend...


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