*Calchica*

~Life's little thoughts~
2002-03-16 17:38:04 (UTC)

WHAT THE HELL

I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE ABOUT THIS STUPID DIARY. I'M
SUPPOSED TO BE ABLE TO SAY TO VENT OUT MY PROBLEMS...THATS
SORT OF THE POINT. WELL ALLISON IS NOT HAPPY WITH ME BC I
DIDN'T COME TO HER AND TELL HER THAT I DONT THINK OUR
FRIENDSHIP IS CHANGING. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT? I
DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO SAY ANYTHING TO HER
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SHE'LL YELL AT ME OR GIVE ME A NEGATIVE
RESPONSE. I DON'T WANNA FIGHT WITH HER ABOUT IT AND I DONT
THINK ME TELLING HER WOULD CHANGE ANYTHING. ANOTHER THING
IS THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP WAS ALSO DEFINED IN HER ONLINE
DIARY. WHEN SHE DIDN'T LIKE WHO I WAS BECOMING SHE WROTE IT
IN HER JOURNAL AND MY FRIEND MARGOT JUST TOLD ME ABOUT IT
SO THAT WAS LIKE AT THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR. SHE DIDNT
TELL ME? WELL WHATEVER I DONT KNOW IF I WANT TO WRITE
ANYMORE...JUST BECAUSE I DONT REALLY FEEL THE NEED. ITS
NOT REALLY WORTH IT. I DONT WANT TO HURT OR OFFEND MY BEST
FRIENDS. UGHI DONT KNOW WHATEVER IM SORT OF AGGRIVATED
RIGHT NOW SO AAAAAAAAAAH ILL TALK TO YOU LATER...MAYBE.
*CAL*




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