still single

sick of all the sh*t
2001-05-14 00:16:50 (UTC)

well Denis and I went to a..

well Denis and I went to a co-workers wedding
yestaerday...Stayed til about 9 pm and got drunk...I drove
home cuz denis was more fucked up than me but we smoked
some Chronic on the way home and I could barely
drive...Anyway Denis asked me last night if he bought a
house would I live with him...I told him I wasn't sure.I
loive spending time with him but what if things didn't work
out, then it would be a whole nother ball game. He was such
a sweetie at the wedding telling me how much he liked me
ans shit...then we got home smoked another bowl and passed
out...this morning when we woke up he seemed totally
distant and said he had to do laundry and asked if I was
ready to go home soon.He knew I had a mothers Day thing
with my mom but this was at 8:30 this morning and lunch
wasn't til 2Pm. I got ready real quick and we drove and he
asked if I was hungry and I told him a little so we stopped
at Starbucks got a coffee and crumb cake. We then took the
scenic tour, Hwy 101 and he dropped me off at home...I
didn't invite him in because it seemed like he wanted to go
home soon. Iasked him if he wanted to do something later
and he said he wanted to get some sleep
tonight.Whatever...So now I'm back home and I don't know
what the deal is with him but it's really pissing me off.
Is he a commitment phobe or what...Maybe I'm analyzing too
much but hten I always say to go with your instincts...it
seems like he has split personalities...well I just smoked
a bowl and I'm gonna read a new book I just bought(a
romance by Jude Devereaux) and eat my comfort food
(chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream)Bye for now




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