GodsPunchline

comedy of errors
2002-03-15 15:45:48 (UTC)

The Pain borken down, (part 1)

Well to straight forword and frank A big chunck of the pain
im going through is my own. My self doubt, somthing i
thought i had gotten over boy was i wrong. The doubt of
what the *&^% i did wrong other than the obvious falling
for some bodys girlfriend. Hell to date i have never not
once had a "good" relationship, i try to keep things good i
buy her things take her places, im supportive id
communicate, id giver her the world and anything else she
would want but of corse in the "real" world that doesent
work no you have to be a jerk and treat you girl like a
second class individual, with no respect, if thats the case
i may as well just end my life now. I constantly wonder
what am i doing wrong did i not treat her like i would like
to be treated, did i not give you anything you could want,
did i not care enough, i dont know but i want to throw up
every time i try to figure it out.... any way thats part
one of my pain....




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