twinkletoes

Is it my turn to grow up now?
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2002-03-14 20:21:55 (UTC)

when i was alone with you

Sometimes i wish
you could see me the way
i am today.
Scared
frightened
scarred.

You put me through hell
you and your "goal"
how could i have been so blind?
i will never be the same

you abused me
emotionaly
you wounded me
verbaly
you killed me
by diminishing my self honor.

Its so painful to remember
and so hard to forget
It haunts me like an unwanted shadow
either following me wherever i go,
or blocking my vision in front of me
to see that life does go on.


my closest friends ask
why didn't i go for help?
why didn't i tell anyone?
why i held it to myself.

But sometimes its easier
just to wait
for the right time
when i am strong enough to
confess
cry
and
regret

But i am glad now
that i can say:
"You tried to use me
for pleasure
and you failed"
knowing i had the strength
to fight back
and free myself.


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