you know you hate me

Nasty Little Thoughts
2002-03-13 21:36:36 (UTC)

Childhood

Now, I am a ninteen year old woman. I have two younger
brothers, Jonathan and Jacob, who are 16 and 13.
Most of my guilt come from them.
Jonathan and I were always close but when we started
getting older, we were pulled into different things. We
played a lot of "games" in our basement with some friends
of ours, Amber and Eric. Jonathan was nine, I was twelve,
Amber was eleven and Eric was thirteen. I was pushy and
cruel to him and Amber and it never failed: when we
played "truth or dare", Jonathan and Amber would have to do
sexual things for Eric and I to watch. I don't even know
how many times we made them give each other oral. Eric and
I never did anything, I'm still a virgin, but it is
something I am so ashamed of.




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