dorkydyke

The Basement
2002-03-13 02:14:37 (UTC)

I dont Wanna Be alone....

haha dis mayb sud weird but i was cryin last nyte.
My parent had gone up to canada for somethin important and
mah sis slpt ovr at her frenz house. I had watched "But I'm
A Cheerleader" for da 3rd tyme dat week and i was currently
watchin it for da 4th tyme last nyte. I got to the part
where Grahm was in da middle of a...um....very intimate
scene with....wats dat gurls name again? damnit... anyhoo
dey were makin out and stuff. Den i started crying.
Mah frenz would've laughed dere ass off if dey saw me. I
was all: "das so touching! ::sniff sniff:: I wish i could
have a gurl right there with me to hold." I was all blowin
mah nose and stuff. It was hilarious. Den i finished da
rest of my book. Mah book I chose was GIA. J said da movie
was good so i was onan rent it. But den I heard dat da book
was better and i also was currently in need of a class
reading book. So i bought da book. Hahaha so much drugs and
sex and stuff. Mah teachers eyes are gonna pop outta her
head when she reads da book report. Okey. den da ending
came and i started crying again becuz Gia died because of
AIDs and she had all this stuff going for her. Her gf never
kenw wat happened to her, she had all these people that
looked up to her. I was all crying again. so stupid. Yea
yea I'm weird. My frenz think i'm pmsin becuz I was sorta
grouchy today. I admit I am. Okey, I bought J somethinbefo
I broke upwit her and neer got to snd it. Should I send
it? I mean, i did buy it for her but den mah friend says
for me to not give it. should i or should i not?? that is
th question. O well. Iono. Watever . g2g now. baiz
~S


Wanted to love all my life,
forbidden by parents,
make this love worth it tonight....
Lean a little bit closer,
silently breathing,
listen to our hearts,
forever beating.
Cry those silent tears,
tears that will mark,
our last night together.

Are you still...
still standing there?
Are you still...
still waiting for me?
Are you still...
still standing there?
Are you still...
still waiting?

a love like no other,
make it shine bright,
hold eachother close,
hold on with all your might.
In this hotel room,
we'll celebrate our love,
in this hotel room,
last place to know you.
Memorizing your body,
every single last feature,
desperately holding on,
must hold on.

Are you still...
still standing there?
Are you still...
still waiting for me?
Are you still...
still standing there?
Are you still...
still waiting?

Listening intently,
silent breathing,
feather light kisses,
this will be our last meeting.
in the dark night,
tracing your lips,
staring into your eyes.
Heaven on earth,
hell on time,
that night my heart died,
when you left as mine.

Are you still...
still standing there?
Are you still...
still waiting for me?
Are you still...
still standing there?
Are you still...
still waiting....

I'm sorry for the times i make you cry,

Love, i cant seem to get you out of my mind.
Oceans cant seperate me from you,
Visions of our future together keeps me alive,
E is for your eyes that i long to look into at nights.

Your all I'm thinking of,
One star out of a sky.
U is for the unspoken feelings I can not describe.

Just for one night i would like to show you,
Affections are just the beginning of my feelings for you.
Yesterday I dreamed about you,
Emptiness filled me when I woke up & your not here.
Regreting the times I cant be there,
Needing you every single second.

Love is the thing you gave to me
Eveything seems to become brighter when I hear your voice,
Everyday I thought about you wishing you could be here.

Aching for your touch
Longing for a kiss,
Wishing for that smile,
A heartbeat to match with mine.
Y is for the yesterday I cant forget,
So special you still are to me.


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