i forgot

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2002-03-12 03:37:37 (UTC)

elpha 7.38

I need to talk to one. Hopefully they can make my problems
go away. I don't even know what they are. I just know that
they will go with me even if I leave this place after high
school. Everything will be the same. Everything will suck.
People won't like me. I won't have any boyfriends. I won't
be happy ever again. And I will continue to hate myself.
I don't really want to die. I just don't think people would
mind me being gone. Some people might be better off.
I really need an outlet. I need somebody to talk to. I
really don't talk to anyone about this, whatever "this" is.