Thought Criminal

A Brain I Can't Explain...
2002-03-11 23:48:32 (UTC)

daaaaaaamn

Man. Last night I saw Nikki for the first time in a months. Wow. She has changed so much. It was sooo good to see one of my "old" friends from back "in the day" when everything was so much better. *sigh* I really need to get my shit together. Once I get my drivers lisence, I can go hang out with her, and just try to bring back some of the old vibe. ugh, that girl is so great...I can't stop thinking about her. And she totally floored me last night by talking about something that was happening around the time we were "talking"! we were "talking"??? wtf is "talking" anyway, and why wont these damn girls TELL me when we're "talking"??? And to think we were "talking" and my dumbass didnt even know, and now shes got all these other guys....*sigh* she also told me her cousin (another good "old" friend) is now a big slut thats having 3somes and pulling "trains" and shit. that kinda pissed me off...what the hell is happening to all my old friends....i seem to be the only one that has their shit together, and yet I'M the one depressed and suicidal *sigh* maybe I should go back to The Drugs.....after all, they probably miss me....




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