phantasmagoria

phantasmagoria
2002-03-11 05:10:23 (UTC)

weirdness

today was really full. i drove us (me, laura, and jack.
richard couldn't come) to northwoods church in the
woodlands this morning. we only got a little lost and were
only a little late. we had lunch with suzie robinson
(meg's mom), the coolest lady ever, and hethre at the mall
where meg works. it was fun. then we went back to the
church for this thing and took hethre home. we didn't
leave her house until four o'clock. amazingly enough, we
didn't get out of houston until like 6:30. there was a
wreck and a big old traffic jam. we passed mrs. e in the
academy van on the way back from the ballet. but i don't
think she saw us.
after we got back i was talking to richard online. i asked
him who was going to kidnap yesterday (all i knew was
somthing about i-10 and kidnapping, but it didn't work
out), but he wouldn't tell me, which was exactly what i'd
expected. i kind of griped at him a bit for being contrary
simply for the sake of being contrary. but i didn't mean
to be mean about it, so i immediately apologized and said i
was just still upset about the other day. he never asked
what i was upset about. jack was in his room and probably
reading over his shoulder, though, so it's sort of
understandable. but he still wouldn't tell me what the
fuck he was doing yesterday. whatever. then he tells me
bonnie and aisha are in his room too. that was just too
much. i said goodnight and left. i sort of wish he'd get
back online so i could apologize. but he's playing
frisbee.
also today, ms. robinson was trying to convince me to go to
the plano rally. i think laura really wants me to go,
too. i mentioned it to richard and said it would be
totally rad if i went. but i know jack doesn't want me
to. and i know i'm way too lame to go. and that it'd be
scary as hell. i really want to though. but i won't.
yesterday laura had proposed that she stay at my house this
friday night, we take amanda to the airport saturday and
drive to grapevine. then she could trade me for jack (who
she's supposed to pick up at the airport in houston on
monday night). but i guess she forgot or something because
tonight while she was online, she asked meg if she could
stay with them this weekend so she could get jack monday.
i don't know if she really did forget or is just hoping i
did. probably the latter. meg is way cooler than me. but
it still really hurt and made me very sad. i wish she just
wouldn't have said anything. i had just e-mailed my momma,
too, asking her if it was okay. i'm not sure what meg
said, though, so i'll ask laura tonight before i say
anything else to mom.




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