The Queen!

Thoughs of mine
2002-03-10 04:24:28 (UTC)

18

18 years old. It brings freedom, right? Or does it force
you away from home? My older brother (Kyle) turned 18
yesterday. He can get his licens without the 6 months of
driving with an adult and so on. He can vote(I don't think
he cares). He can do more things than before, not many and
their not that important to him. My parents wouldn't care
if he stayed at home and went to a close colledge. He's in
his senior year and he'll graduate in June... Where will he
go? he doesn't know. It's only 3 months away. Alot happens
in 3 months and at the same time it goes by like a flash of
lightening.

I won't be 18 until the September after my senior year. I'm
a young one. I think it's neat though. I'm about a year
younger(almost) than more than half my class (2005) and I
have a 4.0, only like 16 people in the whole 7th - 9th
grade got straight A's. The only question is, can I keep
the grades for another 3 months? Probably not, but i'm one
of those people who always expects the worst.

I've learned to always expect the worst from a combonation
of things. I found it's better to go "I told ya so" than be
dissapointed, I'm one of those people who hates being
right. But when I'm wrong I'm happy. I've also tought
myself that people are dumb and can't work toghther without
leadership and I should accept it. So when we have team
building things (which is a bunch of shit, nothing gets
done without a leader, people can't decide, that's why
there are coatches in sports and bosses in jobs) I just
participate without arguing because I know i'm right and I
doesn't matter what the rest of the world says, but I play
along and don't act high and mighty. I'm not, i just know
i'm smarter than some, but i'm dumber than others.

I'm off to watch AI (Artificial Intelligence). Bye all.




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