sweetkiten

my interesting life
2002-03-10 01:45:23 (UTC)

adoption

i found out a few months ago that i was adopted. its not
like my parents told me, i found the papers. do you know
how much it has fucked up my life? i sound like im always
bitchin in this diary and im sorry. my mom is 62 and my dad
is 64.. its so hard for me to deal with them. they dont
know me and my mom plays me like she does. why didnt they
just fuckin tell me when i was little. #sighs# i wish i
could know what it wouldve been like if shelley(biological
mom) hadnt given me up. she was only 18 only a little older
than i am... i feel some sort of resentment towards her,
but she must have had a reason. i feel this hate towards my
parents for not telling me but i cant hate them. i think im
done bitching now
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