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ima LoserBaby so Why..
2002-03-09 13:42:42 (UTC)

Im back and got lots of shit to say

I got a dead journal but found out its not a good idea to
talk about anything i want there because all my friends go
there too and read mine,,,so all my way too honest stuff
goes here, I did end up going out with this guard i liked a
couple times and i think he concluded i wasnt preppy enough
and i decided hes too preppy and hes always got a wad of
chew in his mouth. eeew..anyway the bad news. My roommates
boyfriend moved in and him and i are already having
problems i think...he like the the exact male version of me
almost but hes in a band and were finding this out more
every day and i think i like him too much, Hes been acting
a little strange too, saying funny htings like fuck eating
at the table (refering to his girlfriend always wanting to
eat there) and when watching VAmp hunter-D deciding to
say "I know" when she says she loves him. They dont really
have too much in common except some music and she lacks
creative motivation unlike me and him but what im more
worried about than me ruining our friendship (beacause i
wouldnt make any moves) is him breaking up with her and her
blaming me because we get along so well....I also found out
my relationship problems arent based on my lack of a father
they're based on my ex of 3 years..(no not married, way
too young) I have serious rejection issues because of the
fucker and cant trust anyone past the second or even first
date. Im messed up wonder if itll ever go away.?




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