GlitterGlitz

GlitterGlitzDiary
2002-03-07 22:05:58 (UTC)

Poem: Suffering Prayer

I feel joy in this cave
Though I show no happiness.
I feel peace but I need to be saved
Cuz I cant see the justice.

I feel heavy after taking any bit of it in,
Though Im light from the great fasting.
I feel I need another sin
But whatever time of the night
The void is everlasting.

I feel sad
But tears I do not cry.
I feel sleep
Though I dont shut one eye.

I feel the ground
Are you still hitting me?
I dont want to be found.
I dont want to breathe.

I feel the pavement
As I lie my head down.
Someone take me, steal me
Punish me while the Lord frowns.

Laugh at me in ecstasy
Torture me till Im home sick.
Shoot me over and over again.
Make me watch my blood drip.

Rape me once more
And force me to understand
Why I want to throw up
Because of an ignorant man.




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