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Kat's Amazingly Wonderful Diary
2002-03-07 21:50:10 (UTC)

3/7/02

Dear Diary,
Oh, wow, this is the first time I have ever had an online
diary. It's kind of weird, you know? Thinking that all
these different people will be reading about my life, or
even that they would want to be reading about my miserable,
boring life. Just for the record, everyone I mention will
have their name changed because they don't know that I'm
writing about them, and I don't want them to find out. So,
whoever is actually interested in reading about my rather
remarkably boring life, please do. I've always wanted fans.

Alright, the first thing I'm going to start off with is the
play I just auditioned for at school. Two days ago, I
auditioned for David and Lisa, my schools spring play. The
cast list is posted tomorrow, and I've NEVER been so
nervous in my entire life. OK, that's probably not true,
but my stomach is churning, and I don't think I'm going to
be able to last until tomorrow. I might just spontaneously
combust. (And trust me, that might ACTUALLY happen.) My
friends keep telling me what a freak I am for obsessing
about some little school play. But it's not just some
little school play, you know? Not to me. If I got in, I
would be one of the only freshmen, and that would be so
tight.

OK, I'm just going to come right out and say this. I do
not have a boyfriend. That way, when I complain about a
different guy each week, you'll know that I'm not some slut
who's cheating on her man. See, my friends all think I'm
saving myself for Shane West (which, in some ways, I am),
but it's really just that guys don't like me. I'm
EXTREMELY outgoing, and the immature guys in my school find
that a MAJOR turnoff. ARGH! I don't want them to like me
for being someone I'm not, but they just can't like me for
who I am! God, some days you just wonder where you went
wrong.

Peace, Love, and Once and Again,
Kat


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