angryanymore

angryanymore
2002-03-07 20:05:43 (UTC)

coco mademoiselle

here i am... sitting in the school library... slowly
getting rid of the last two periods of the day... just so i
can end the day with an opening/closing meeting... then i'm
going home to pack... fun fun fun.

i feel sticky and dishaveled... even though, if i must say,
i smell and looky kinda nice... teehee...

well, it's of to new orleans tomorrow morning... true bliss
awaits me... i can barely concentrate on my normal problems
and hectic shit because i'm sooooo gittery and excited. and
that, my friends, is something to smile about.

today i sat in mrs. boughton's room after all of my exams
were finally over with... and regrouped... ... read some of
LOVE STORY (remember that 1970's movie? ... it was
great.)... and just chilled... ... eric came in for a while
to inquire why i didn't want to go to lunch with everyone
else... ... i filled him in on the reason... ... because
i'm tired of the meaningless conversations and the same
disgusting bland food... and i'm really tired of the new
girl who is a blatantly ignorant and prejudice
person... ... eric said something alone the lines
of, "neeley... that's good... let's just abandoned lunch
because we don't agree with someone." ...and that's not it
at all... it's one thing to disagree with someone... it's
another to sit there and act trashy about the
disagreement... she actually said, "i ain't going to let no
damn faggot come near me." ... and i thought to
myself... "oh no... i can't sit near this ignorant person
and listen to this shit any longer." ... so i just stopped
going to lunch... no big deal. end of story.

i'm sad that i'm going to miss amanda's birthday... but...
she's going to texas...so maybe she'll have a good time...
and even if it isn't an extraordinary experience... atleast
she's getting out of this crappy ass town... we all need
too... besides... we'll celebrate when we get back...

-tries to waste time-

................................

issac seems to have dissapeared off the planet. but...
maybe that's what he felt he had to do. ... that's what i'm
going to do for a while... dissapear from here and
magically appear in new orleans... sounds so good, doesn't
it? dissapearing... perhaps, we should all take the time to
dissapear for a while.

amanda said something about going to california in april...
i don't know if i can swing that... but i can try...
especially since she's going to Whiskey-a-Go-GO. ... i'd
really like to go there... ... who knows...

i realize that this entry is becoming extremely bland...
and sadly, i have nothing to spice it up with... sooo

... i'll miss you all... but not that much since i'm going
to NO... and i hope you all email me at
[email protected] or leave me a message in my
inbox... if you don't... i understand completely... spring
break means no responsibilty... not even to yours truly...

peace

neeley