Chris
F**KED up life
i can just wish
GOD LIFE HAS TO BE SO CRUEL. im taking a shower. and im
just like standing there. staring into nothing. thinking
about why the fuck every one is here on this hell whole of
a fucking planet. well for me it is. even though i have it
easy and i know i do. paretns let me do whateva, they cant
stop me. they pay for food. some clothes. and the house
that i hope to move out of soon. but still life sucks. and
then i get out of the shower and no one is awake. so i go
sit infront of the boob toob. and its on. but i wasnt
really watching it. i was just sitting there thinking.
thinking about staci. and wisheing taht i was there or she
was here. and i could just picture her on top me. and i had
this dream like 2 nights ago. sex dream. the best kinda
dream ever. unless its one of them really confusin ones
where you have no clue where the hell it came from or what
the hell its about. but back to the sex dream. it was like
really intence. i woke up and i was all hot and kinda
sweaty. and breathing heavly. it was great. no wetness.
lol. just if any one wanted to know. lol. but its sucks to
only see her once a mounth. she lives to far. i hate it. if
i could i would be over there every spare min i had.
i love her. and i dont know if she dose me. people help me
out. or if any one is reading this. just wondering if you
are. just tell me if you are cause i wanna know. lol.
late.
chris
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