...With Nowhere To Go But Home...
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2002-03-07 13:53:51 (UTC)

Day Two...

It's 8:50 in the morning and I'm not at school again today.
Yeah I can't speak, but other then that I just don't want
to go and I guess I feel like pushing it for all its worth.
The truth is, I'm on anti-depressant medication and I
haven't taken it in weeks. Before I started taking it I was
like this all the time. Not wanting to do anything, not
wanting to go to school....I guess I need to start taking
it again because I can tell I'm going no where. I hope I
dont have to take it my whole life, although I know I will.
Its depressing ya know, becasue knowing that you have an
emotional disorder is weighing very heavily on my brain. It
drives me nuts. Maybe its just because I havent taken my
meds but whatever. I want a cigarette and I just smoked my
last one, so I'm f*cked for the rest of the day. I knew I
should have saved it. Anyhow, I'm off to go bore myself
with homosexual websites and watching daytime TV.
Sleep Well,