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Latino Heeeeeeat's Method of Madness
2001-05-09 03:14:14 (UTC)

Damn Hicks and Rednecks!!!!

This one goes out to all those people who think that just
because im a minority i cant achiveve the same fuckin shit
that others before me have. I got the same gifts that those
in the buisness have. The Business im talking about is
broadcasting. Now, I know that some people may find this
offensive but all of its true, i wouldnt talk about this
kinda stuff to anyone of my friends because they already
have experenced this bullshit and being that some of my
friends are white, this kinda shit would take them off
guard and make them feel bad and shit. But i need to get
this shit out or its gonna kill me.

Now, lets start with the job market. I know
that i may be just overreacting and shit but i cant stand
when i look at my employment oppurtunities and who are
currently working there and i just see a bunch of hicks and
unqualified rednecks. The kind of mullet havin, piece of
shit assholes that treat me like shit everyday and just
happen to have that job because there daddy owns the
company or there uncle is the manager. Pisses me off. Ive
been in and out of applications more times than i can
rememeber and i just see something that my step-dad would
always say to me. I neva really took heed to it but now i
do. "Youre gonna be sterotyped as an alcoholic because your
an indian, your gonna be seen as not being able to speak
english because you look mexican, youll be seen as a half-
breed, unwanted be one parent and singled out because of
your rare afflictions". This was one of the one things that
always stuck with me but i never took it to any heed. I now
do! I feel so let down be those in the employment business
for sterotyping me as one or the other, or maybe as
something ive never though of. This may be just bitterness
or it mmay be realization but either way, the world is a
fucked up place with fucked up people and im dying in this
environment.

Now, the one that broke the camels back. I
applyed for an intership at KCAU, a station here and Iowa.
I couldnt help but think that i was being all but jugded by
my look and race. I have a sorta scraggly, not really clean
look, a presentable look, but not polished. I just kept
thinkin to myself that i wont get anywhere in this world
being a Native American_African American_Latino_White male.
I cant claim one or the other so no one cxan really class
me as something so i guess they cant hire me cause the dont
know whether or not to hold me back because im native or
push me up cause im white. Maybe theyll enter me in their
charity basketball game because im balck, or maybe their
cook in their company fiesta. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO
DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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