OhBaby It Is Me

F%@* THIS

I will do any thing to get me out of this damn house. I
hate every ------- thing that goes on here and I hate all
the ------- things that people say here. It pisses me off
so bad that I just want to scream. My sister is the
------- biggest ----- on this God for Sanken planet. I
don’t want to be here any more. I just ------- want to
leave. Screw this ------- place. I’m not physically able
to put up with the ------- ---- that happens here.
Anything would be better then this. I just want anything
but this, anything. I wish I was one of those kids that no
one gave a ---- about. I really really do. I can’t stand
my damn ------- sister. She can’t have a ------- life of
her own, she ------- feeds off mine. She can’t have
friends of her own, so she ------- brain washes mine. Well
fine you all, ---- ---, I don’t need any of you at all. I
am my own ------- person, the one that you don’t want to
know. I’ve had enough of all you stupid people being so
------- dumb. Screw all of you. From now on I’m not gonna
try to be nice to anyone or try not to hurt any ones
feelings. You’ve all ------ with my emotions too much, now
it’s my turn. It’s my turn to show you all what I’m made
of. I am who I am because I dare to be, if you don’t like
it, ---- ---. I’m tired of trying to please everyone, it’s
gotten me no where, so screw it, screw it all.

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Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That it's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That it's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing what is real
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, confusing what is real

(crawling - linkin' park)