Lt.Shorty

Psychotic Rambles
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2002-03-06 14:15:25 (UTC)

its funny how no one knows

Mad Season

I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long
I've been guessing - I coulda been guessin' wrong
You don't know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
Does that whole mad season got ya down

I feel stupid but it's something that comes and goes
I've been changin' - think it's funny how now one knows
We don't talk about - the little things that we do without
When that whole mad season comes around

So why ya gotta stand there
Looking like the answer now
It seems to me - you'd come around
I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - I'm lost and I'm hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season

I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin' on
I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on
You seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down

So are you gonna stand there
Are you gonna help me out
You need to be together now - I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - I'm lost and I'm hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season

Now I'm cryin' - isn't that what you want
I'm tryin' to live my life on my own
But I won't
At times - I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do I, I, I feel stupid
And I came undone
And I came undone

I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - I'm lost and I'm hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken

I need you now
Do you think you can cope
You figured me out - I'm a child and I'm hopeless
Bleeding and broken - though I've never spoken
I come undone - in this mad season

In this mad season
There's been a mad season
Been a mad season


i wrote some of those lyrics in a letter to katelyn. she
hasnt made an effort yet. its becoming more and more
revolting. the more i hang around girls the more they
disgust me. its becoming truer and truer. i hate it. i
ordered myself a playstation!!! yay~!! oh yea, chis dumped
me like ahhh i dunno thursday? and then he was going out
with Regis and then she dumped him hahahaha. that was
funny. he's all like "you babyed me" what bullshit. i was
just making fun of him because he was whining. i cant stand
whiny people. its annoying. people that are complaining
aboutlife and want to commit suicide are annoying too.
grrrr...i wish dylan wasnt like that. he's always making a
big deal out of things and he's always in love and then
he's always devastated. he strikes me as a little needy.
but i still love him dearly. i love him like i love rian. i
would permit myself to love rorie but i think meghan murray
makes the both of us feel uncomfortable about something
like that. in any case...i can almost ollie!!! i am so
proud of myself. as many times as i've taken my baby out
i'm doing really good. and i found out that the bookmark at
vogelweh sells Transworlds!! i was so happy . now i have 2
walls fully covered. the entire thing is made up of pics!
it was great. and this friday i'm definately watching
jackass and the tom green show. i still love justin with
all my heart. i cant help myself. its always on my mind.
i'm still not fucking over him. it bites ass. i cant wait
till i'm in highschool. and maybe then things'll get
better. i still love life but things aint too peachy right
now

love
steph


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