~E

My Crimes
2002-03-06 05:42:21 (UTC)

GAH! what a twit

So I dyed his hair lastnight. it looked like shit! the
blue didn't come out. So I bought brown dye this morning.
I also got him a nice shirt and tie. He didn't even
care. I dyed his hair. His head hurt alot b/c it had been
totaly striped of all oils lastnight. It burned a lot.
There was nothing I could do. He seemed total ungrateful
for the help I gave him. It's not like I wanted him to be
all crazy and stuff but I didn't really like the "why did
you buy me this" something like "wow thank you" would of
been great. I did it b/c I wanted him to look good and he
did. he looked really good.
Then I came to work... FUCK THIS PLACE!!! GAH!!!
Three emails all about the same freaking issue!
god I need time off.
Then my supe said I could have time off but the boy said
that it wouldn't be wise. He said if I was trying to save
money I wouldn't be able to if I took two days off.
Basicly he thought.. you shouldn't take time off b/c what
if I don't get this job and I need to barrow money from
you. What if I need you to help me out b/c I didn't make
it. I understand what he means and I kind of agree...
I just wish he wouldn't be like that.
I wish I didn't love him.
I wish I wasn't so nice
I wish I didn't hate this job so much
I wish he loved me too
I wish he would stop dicking me!

damn I wish for a lot.

a wise one once told me you can wish on as many stars as
you want but ain't shit gonna happen till you get off the
couch.
I'm going to get stoned tonight.
I need it




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