TheGreenFairy

Absinthe Inspired Ramblings...
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2002-03-05 20:14:30 (UTC)

There You'll Be

"When I think back on these times, and the dreams we left behind,
i'll be glad cause i was blessed to get to have you in my life. When
I look back on these days, I'll look and see your face. You were
right there for me. In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the
sky. In my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me, and everywhere I am there you'll be,
and everywhere I am there you'll be. Well you showed me how it feels,
to feel the sky within my reach. And I always will remember all the
strength you gave to me. Your love made me make it through, oh I owe
so much to you. You were right there for me. In my dreams i'll always
see you soar above the sky. In my heart there'll always be a place
for you for all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me, and
everywhere I am there you'll be. Cause I always saw in you my light
my strength, and I want to thank you know for all the ways, you were
right there for me, you were right there for me. For always. In my
dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky. In my heart there'll
always be a place for you for all my life. I'll keep a part of you
with me, and everywhere I am there you'll be, and everywhere I am
there you'll be. There you'll be."

Wow, change of music = change of mood. Crazy. I guess since I'm
thinking about it (or him) I should talk about Zack. I met Zack when
I was in 8th grade. I had met his brothers Josh (who is my age, well,
ten days younger then me) and Noah (who is two years younger then
Josh and I) at a summer camp.I fed Noah candy on the bus (big
mistake, he was all hyper) and later on in the day he introduced me
to Josh (who was kind of quite). I hung out with them all week and
found that I liked Josh, A LOT! But since he lives like 20 minutes
from me (i know, big deal, but to a couple of Jr. Highers, it seems
far when moms don't want to go so far out of the way) it didn't work
out. We arranged to hang out at their local mall but i ended up
hanging out with noah and zack (cuz noah was too young to walk around
a mall with a girl that his parents didn't really know and josh got
weird and bolted when he saw a group of his friends. But I had fun
with Zack (who by the way is two years older then me) and noah. atthe
time, zack was very ready for a girlfriend, even if it was someone
two years younger, so he was talking to me for a while and then
(because i liked josh) i hooked him up with one of my friends. that
was kind of a bad idea, cuz after she moved, he met another one of my
friends and went out with her, and he kinda got a rep for that. He
stopped after Jerri, he had figured out that he didn't really need a
girl to make him a person, so he stopped looking (but that doesn't
mean he stopped dating, he's a sweet and attractive guy) and since he
had confidence, the girls came to him. He did his own thing for a
while and I didn't really get to talk to him much. But a few weeks
ago we decided that we should hang out. It was a lot of fun, but
there was something more this time. I always found zack kind f
attractive, but i was always more into josh. but when we were hanging
out, i kind of wondered if i liked him. I talked to him afterward and
he was like, "well, you know it'd be there if i wasn't so into jenny"
and i was sad, but i got over it cuz i thought i only liked him
because i was on the rebound. but then i talked to him about the
reason that i was on the rebound (more on that later), and he told me
that it really upset him. then he told me that he was wondering why
it upset him so much. he said that he thought that he liked me but i
told him that i was swearing off boys for a while because boys are
bad and ineed some time to figure out who i am without a guy, but now
i'm regretting it. he's always been there for me and i love him for
it. I always know that I can turn to him and find a caring shoulder
to cry on. i hope that i'll be able to tell him how i feel.


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