SuicidalFish

I'm A Pez Kid.
2002-03-05 00:54:03 (UTC)

I don't care. I don't care. I don't care.

Not caring about so much makes life so much more
livable. Atleast from my perspective it does.

Emily heard from "literally 5 people" that I was
talking about her, Sara, and Michele, behind their backs..
after Thursday. No. I haven't said anything about Michele
or Sara. Unless it was to Ashley. Yes I count her as a
person. But not someone who would go and rat me out for
their own enjoyment.
Yes. I talked about Emily with Devon, Ashley, and
Erika. They had input. They're not dumb enough to rat
themselves out too. I'm assuming they would think that I
would say that they said stuff about her too. Well. I think
about it. And I wouldn't Emily isn't worthing having Devon
adn Erika pissed at me. She's not worth much to me.

When Emily says 'literally' that means it must be
true. She's implied that they're not lieing. I may not know
her that well but I've been around her logn enough to know
what she's implying. But then. Ooo a but. She says these
aren't very believable people. Only Sara is.
Ooo. Sara treasures Emily's friendship over mine.
*Snap* On Friday. Emily tells me that Sara told her that I
said that Gen. talks a lot of shit. So not trying to start
anything, just get things straight, I ask Sara about it.
She says she didn't say that. Then went and mixed my words
up and intetionally tries to get Emily mad at me. Thats the
way I see it. You don't tell someone that they were talkign
behind your back if you're nto trying to start anything
between them, thats dumb.
Moving on. I told Emily that and she says that she
told me that "I heard, I heard, I heard" "I" being Emily. So
she basically heard something from an un-named source.
I said ok when she said that. And she says.. I have
the conversation I can bring it to you tomorrow. I said no.
She says, so you don't want people to know exactly what you
said. People. Meaning it's not for me. Its for all her
friends enjoyment.
I said no again. So she says I emailed myself the
conversation just incase something like this happened, but,
not just with yours, with other people too. Saving peoples
conversations. I save them. But its for *this is corny*
but.. memorabilia.. not so I can no the year, month, day,
hour, minute, and second someone said soemthing so I can
hold it against them for their natural born life because I
have no real life and.. well she constantly talks about
Anthony is what I was going to start ranting about.
I'm done ranting about her. I don't care. I just had
to get it all out.

Leaving now. Chad told my mother that I wasn't doing
stuff for my social Studies project.. but I was talkign to
friends. But I'm not. I had an away message up. *Going*




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