OhBaby It Is Me

2002-03-05 00:10:56 (UTC)


I think that it is better to be lied to by your friend then
to have them do the one thing that you asked them not to
do, right in front of you. Do you not think that? Well
Chris seems to be all mad at Shaun b/c he quote unquote
‘lied’ to her. But when I asked to not to hit Nick in the
arm that he has a bruise the size of a base ball, not only
does she do it, she does it just as I’m walking up to the
group after school. Now, you decide, would you rather have
1 the lie or 2 the deliberate hitting?

Have u ever been hated or discriminated against
I have I've been protested & demonstrated against
Picket signs 4 my wicked rhymes Look @ the times
Sick is the mind of the motha fuckin kid thats behind all this
Emotions run deep as oceans explodin
Tempers flaring from prnts just blow em off & keep goin
Not takin nothin from no 1 give em hell long as Im breathin
Keep kickin ass in the mornin an takin names in the evening
Leavem with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth
C they can trigger me but they never figure me out
Look @ me now I bet ya probably sick of me now
Aint u mama Ima make u look so ridiculous now

Im sorry Mama I never meant 2 hurt u
I never meant 2 make u cry
but 2nite Im cleanin out my closet

I got some skeletons in my closet & I dont know if no 1 knows it
So b4 they thrown me inside my coffin & close it Ima expose it
Ill take u back to 73 b4 I ever had a multiplatinum sellin CD
I was a baby maybe I was just a couple of months
My faggot father must have had his panties up in a bunch
cuz he split I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye
No I dont on second thought I just fuckin wished he would die
look @ Hailie & I couldnt picture leavin her side
Even if I hated Kim I grit my teeth & Id try
2 make it work with her @ least 4 Hailies sake
I maybe made some mistakes but Im only human
But Im man enough 2 face them 2day
What I did was stupid no doubt it was dumb
but the smartest shit I did was take them bullets out of that gun
Cuz ida killed em shit I would have shot Kim an him both
Its my life Id like 2 welcome yall 2 The m&m Show

Now I would never dis my own mama just 2 get recognition
Take a 2nd 2 listen 4 u think this record is dissin
But put urself in my position
Just try 2 envision witnessin ur Mama poppin prescription pills in
the kitchen
bitchin that some1s always goin throuh her purse & shits missin
Going through public housing systems victim of Munchausens syndrome
My whole life I was made 2 believe I was sick when I wasnt til I grew
up now I blew up
It makes u sick 2 ya s2mach, doesnt it
Wasnt it the reason u made that CD 4 me Ma
So u could try 2 justify the way u treated me Ma
But guess what yer gettin older now & its cold when ur lonely
An Nathans getting up so quick hes gonna no th@ ur phoney
& Hailies getting so big now u should c her she's beautiful
But ull never c her she wont even b @ ur funeral
C what hurts me the most is u wont admit u was wrong
Bitch do ya song Keep tellin urself that u was a mom
But how dr u try 2 take what u didnt help me 2 get
U selfish bitch I hope u fuckin burn in hell 4 this shit
Remember when Ronnie died & u said u wished it was me
Well guess what I am dead Dead 2 u as can b