life as it is
2002-03-04 22:19:25 (UTC)


Keeping secrets sucks, I have so many I wish I could share,
however I dont want to be a gossip. Its cold, I hate the
cold. I dont know if i want J back, or not. I mean I wish i
could turn back time more than anything and just take back
ONE SENTENCE. but if we got back now, i dont know how it
would be. I need a new guy to fall in love with, to give
myself a sense of identity. I really dont want to go over
to these peoples house for dinner. goddammit. I'm gonna go
rest now.