darkstar

darkstar's ramblings
2002-03-04 16:12:58 (UTC)

Mooooooooooo(nday)

Bleurgh.

Had little sleep again last night, as tends to happen so
often on Sunday nights with the knowledge I have to be up
the next day. Managed to drag my rotting carcass into uni,
but felt terrible through the first half. Livened up
again, though.

Think I'll be giving uni a miss on Thursday to go down to
Hull, where my parents live, and see my old family doctor.
Hopefully he may be able to give me something to feel
better...if he doesn't, I really don't know how I can
carry on at uni. It can't be doing me much good being like
this.

The worst part is that when I feel okay, I look fine, and
noone can believe me...I can't blame them for that. I just
feel like I'm alienating everyone. When I missed uni last
week and texted my friend the reason, the answer I got
was "There's always something wrong with you". True, but
it makes me feel crap and whiney.

Oh, well, plenty of work to do to take my mind off
it...like my poetry assignment.

I really should start getting that done, y'know...

Have fun...




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