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2002-03-04 04:49:03 (UTC)

Worry 8.49p

3-3-02
D's dad cut the shit out of the tree in his front yard. I
loved that tree. I was driving by and there's just this
stump and a whole lot of branches. I am still worried about
him (D/Mysterious voisin). He couldn't really be thinking
about quitting, could he? But I know how bad it can get (or
how bad it can seem to get). At the moment, I am okay. I
have some persepective. He doesn't; and you can't convince
him (or anyone else) of anything (living) when they are at
that point. I've been there countless times. Maybe he'll
listen to me because he can relate to me. I don't know.


Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're
away.

It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle
of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.

I hope I have a really good dream tonight. And remember it.
I look forward to sleep hoping that I will have a good
dream. But in a way, it sucks because when I wake up, I'm
like "Damn I wish that would really happen". Oh well,
it is
one of my short-term means of happiness.

Speaking of dreams, I remembered more of the last dream I
had (It probably wasn't the last one I had. It was just the
last one I remember having.). When I was downtown, I saw
Matt driving a Green Expedition. Okay. He doesn't have a
car. I'll tell him about that. It will make him happy.