mental illness, yes it is real..

well.....

well, it is now sunday the 3rd of march 2002, and i am bein
thrown out by lisa because i wouldnt take a job that is
gonna give me a almost $3.00/hr cut in pay. well, where do
i go from here ???? as far as i can see, my next stop is
back into mental hospital. Why ? cause i will have a place
to stay there. I know now that i am losin kids for good
now, cause i will also lose job, cause i have no where to
go. I will also be losin all mhy possessions, cause i have
no where to store them either . so that makes me a total
loser. i end up with nothing. I lose my kids , my job, my
soulmate, everything.
yep, lisa is the most perfect person in the world, and i am
the most perfect piece of shit. isnt life just fuckin
wonderful ????