Spyderman of this century

the story
2002-03-03 19:36:03 (UTC)

shitty saturday nights

ok, well its almost 1 30 on sunday afternoon. which means
i've been up for a lil over an hour. last night sucked ass
though. it snowed and snowed, and then blew. it was me and
one other kid in town w/ a truck. i was hopin quite a few
of the kids would make it in so we could really have some
fun. but no. and i didnt even get to go party w/ my
friends. friends that i rarely see anymore because of work.
speaking of work, they cut my hours yet again. well, kinda,
we now have the whole weekend off, no saturdays and no
sundays. which is cool, but that brings me down to 30 hours
a week. which isnt that bad, i still make a lot more than
all of my firends, but it isnt enough for me. its never
enough. nothing ever is. but i guess thats my own lil
problem. and speaking of problems. i've decided that im
gonna go this entire week w/ out drinking. doesnt seem
hard, and i doubt it will be, but when i go periods of time
w/ out drinking, i get pissy. and thats what i wanna
overcome, the being pissy if i dont drink part. ive decided
its time for a change in my life, a change for the better.
and since i dont have enough money to change my jeep to the
way i want it all at one time, and i dont a g/f to help
make my life better, its up to me to change. im also gonna
try to stop chewing my nails again. i did real well alst
time for awhile, and they were actually gettin to a decent
point. but then exhuastion from work and school started
setting in, and to keep myself awake while i drove i would
chew on my nails. i dont need to do it anymore, but the
habits back. so i gotta kick it yet again. well, i gotta
get in my pool shootin frame of mind, so peace out, i'll
let ya all know how it goes.




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