Autumn Always
2002-03-03 04:54:25 (UTC)


I had a long day. I stopped taking the medication because
it was making me more panicky then I am on my own. It's not
the right one for me. I'm going to call my doc on tuesday
and we'll try something else and I'll just pray to god it
works. But the withdraw is just as bad as the side effects.
I'm anxious for it to be over and done with. I got the
job!!! I am so happy about that at least. I just pray I can
make it work and not freak out. God help me. But maybe
things are looking up. I'm so tired of being so stressed. I
have faith. I just have to keep having it. Wish me luck...