Insensitive Kitten

Insensitive Kitten
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2001-05-06 17:44:20 (UTC)

...interesting convo (well, at least I found it interesting)...

AHippiChickUDontNo: ok im back
Im Ugly Inside: wb
AHippiChickUDontNo: thanks
Im Ugly Inside: welx
AHippiChickUDontNo: did you watch that movie?
Im Ugly Inside: yuppperz....
Im Ugly Inside: it wasnt that great
Im Ugly Inside: it was too long
AHippiChickUDontNo: i agree
AHippiChickUDontNo: i thought it was kinda stupid
Im Ugly Inside: omg...these people in this room are sooo
not cutters...u watched it too
Im Ugly Inside: ?
Im Ugly Inside: the previews were better
AHippiChickUDontNo: they usually are
Im Ugly Inside: yup
Im Ugly Inside: erg another example of someone
pretending to be a cutter for attention
AHippiChickUDontNo: so i noticed
Im Ugly Inside: im trying not to be mean
Im Ugly Inside: what a lier
Im Ugly Inside: she'd be hospitalized by now
Im Ugly Inside: whered ya go?
AHippiChickUDontNo: just dont feel like talking to ppl i
dont know
Im Ugly Inside: okies just wonderin
AHippiChickUDontNo: im in a funky mood today
Im Ugly Inside: why?
AHippiChickUDontNo: emotional hangover
Im Ugly Inside: :O( aww
Im Ugly Inside: whats on your mind?
AHippiChickUDontNo: just more of what i was talking
about last night
Im Ugly Inside: ohh
Im Ugly Inside: u ok?
AHippiChickUDontNo: not reallly
Im Ugly Inside: how has your day been? any good?
AHippiChickUDontNo: ive done nothing all day but sleep
and cry
Im Ugly Inside: awwwwww
Im Ugly Inside: do you wanna call me? im here if ya need
to talk
AHippiChickUDontNo: i dont think i could talk without
crying
Im Ugly Inside: i understand....we'll talk here if you
want ooorrrr i could leave ya alone
Im Ugly Inside: whatever you want
Im Ugly Inside: i just wanna make you feel better
AHippiChickUDontNo: : * ] thank you
Im Ugly Inside: welx :O)
AHippiChickUDontNo: im sorry, im not quite all there
tonight
Im Ugly Inside: aww its ok...im there for whatever part
of you is here
AHippiChickUDontNo: thank you
Im Ugly Inside: dont havta thank me
AHippiChickUDontNo: yes i do, youre the first person
thats said that to me in i dont know how long
Im Ugly Inside: awww
AHippiChickUDontNo: eli?
Im Ugly Inside: yup
AHippiChickUDontNo: is it too late to take you up on
that phone call offer?
Im Ugly Inside: of course not :O)
Im Ugly Inside: im getting off now
AHippiChickUDontNo: you8re sure its ok?
AHippiChickUDontNo: wait, i need your number
Im Ugly Inside: (yea, like imma post my number in my
diary) ut oh my phones beeping...can you wait 20 minz so
itll charge a lil?
AHippiChickUDontNo: of course
Im Ugly Inside: okies :O) tell me when the time is up
and ill get off strait away :O)
AHippiChickUDontNo: sounds like a plan
Im Ugly Inside: wanna hear the comment that people
ingeniously seem to associate with my s/n wherever I go?
AHippiChickUDontNo: sure
Im Ugly Inside: "Are you Ugly on the outside too?" every
fucking where I go...
AHippiChickUDontNo: oh please
Im Ugly Inside: its so stupid
Im Ugly Inside: and this is America
Im Ugly Inside: I'm ashamed
AHippiChickUDontNo: thats as good as "you must do drugs,
youre a hippie"
Im Ugly Inside: I'm movin to Canada lol
Im Ugly Inside: LOL
Im Ugly Inside: i know
Im Ugly Inside: people are so pathetic
AHippiChickUDontNo: tell me about it
Im Ugly Inside: im so competitive with my cutting....but
i think thats kind of natural
Im Ugly Inside: most cutters are
Im Ugly Inside: but its ridiculous
Im Ugly Inside: im not competitve about anything
Im Ugly Inside: just that
AHippiChickUDontNo: is it kinda like when recovering
alkies brag about how much they usd to be able to drink?
Im Ugly Inside: exactly
Im Ugly Inside: thats the one thing disease victims like
us have in commong, if nothing else
Im Ugly Inside: common*
AHippiChickUDontNo: i can remember sitting in meetings
telling people that a normal drinking night for me was a 6
pack of old style half quarts, a pint of schnapps and a few
bowls
AHippiChickUDontNo: and i was proud of that
Im Ugly Inside: exactly...its like an animal
instinct...alone youre ashamed but with fellow diseased its
a contest
Im Ugly Inside: who hates themselves the most
AHippiChickUDontNo: wow, i finally get it
Im Ugly Inside: who deserves more sympathy
Im Ugly Inside: thats what the goal is
Im Ugly Inside: a game with yourself...
Im Ugly Inside: thats what i like to think of it as
Im Ugly Inside: and you eventually get to dislike people
with more attention
Im Ugly Inside: cos the disease feeds on that
Im Ugly Inside: well...thats one of the things it feeds
on
AHippiChickUDontNo: especially if its coming from me
Im Ugly Inside: and thats why some diseased dont get
along
Im Ugly Inside: cos itll eventually get ugly
Im Ugly Inside: not just you, we're all guilty of it
Im Ugly Inside: ...I think extremely too much
AHippiChickUDontNo: i remember how jealous i used to gt
if my sponsor spent more time talking to one of her other
sponsees than she did to me
Im Ugly Inside: exactly! i can definitly relate
Im Ugly Inside: so its all really just a game
AHippiChickUDontNo: i think i understand now
Im Ugly Inside: i love talking to you...youre the only
one that understands my insanity
AHippiChickUDontNo: thats because im just as insane as
you are
Im Ugly Inside: yup,,,two insane chicks
Im Ugly Inside: playing the same game
AHippiChickUDontNo: go figure


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