sarah beara

bliss - by mark (aka eggwolio's cracked)

As the dust blows through
this pathetic town,
I can't help but feel
alone.

I'm full of doubt
but I'm unsure of what I'm not sure of
Full of fear
but don't know what I'm scared of.
Full of longing
to start my life
with you.

You alone
make me love myself
But when I'm alone
it seems like all I can do
is hate myself
mistakes you've forgiven
eat at me
because I still struggle
to forgive myself for them.

I'm full of doubt
but I'm unsure of what I'm not sure of
Full of fear
but don't know what I'm scared of.
Full of longing
to start my life
with you.

I have regrets in my life.
I never believed in regrets.
But there are things I've done
that I wish I hadn't.
A trust I almost destroyed
That was effortless to build
and even more effortless to keep,
yet I almost lost it.

I'm full of doubt
but I'm unsure of what I'm not sure of
Full of fear
but don't know what I'm scared of.
Full of longing
to start my life
with you.

But, alas, there is a hapiness,
far beneath all of this woe.
There's the comfort
of you in my life.
The knowledge that you are my future.
The joy that is forever.

I've lost my doubts
There's nothing I'm not sure of.
Given up my fears.
Nothing more to be scared of.
But the longing's still there
as I spend my forever
with you.