ShortyHitomi

Shortys Life
2002-03-02 04:29:51 (UTC)

What will the Future Hold?

Alrighty! Today's Friday and it's supposed to be a
fun good day right? Well... I'm not having mucho
fun and I have this sick nervous feeling in my stomach.
Ya know why?! I'll tell you why!!! Because tomorrow
is Winter Formal! My first dance that isn't being
heald at school! I'm wearing a black dress and this
black shawl with these stringy tassel thingy's
hanging from it. It's my mom's dress. It's black
and pretty! Our theme for Winter Formal is "Starlight
Serenade" I think.... it'll be the best ever! Tee hee...
I'm getting a corsage from my b/f Ryan... i'll describe
it later when I actually see it ok? But.... I'm kind of
lying....I'm not nervous because I'm excited.... well...
yes I am excited.....but that's only half..... ::sighs::

I hope I don't get caught....
I told my parents my best friends Anisa and Marissa
would be there.... they dropped out a week ago
because "Michael isn't going".... that's Anisa's b/f.
Once Marissa
dropped out, people started dropping like flies!
Now the only ones left were me and Ryan! OMG!
That is soooooooooooo not going to work out! Because
I'm not alou to go unless I'm with a huge group
of friends and apparently they all dropped! And now
I'm going with Jessica (She's in my 5th period class)
and that's it........ yikes! Umm... I told them that
everyone was going... and I feel so bad right now.
Ok...this is going to be a bunch of excuses but
I only do it because..... oh gawd....... I don't
feel like going anymore.... I mean.... if I get
caught, I lose my whole life! ::SIghs:: I feel
awful...... but I don't want to let Ryan down
ya know? So, I promise myself I won't go anywhere
for a loooooooooong time after this! Argh.......
Well I can't type a lot right now (Mom over shoulder)
so I'll end here for now. Wish me luck! ::prays::

~Hitomi




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