AdamsBabyGirl

Dazed and Confused
2002-03-01 17:24:12 (UTC)

medication and my shrink

I have been seeing a therapist since i would guess around
November. My mom wanted me to go because she thinks that i
am depressed and that i need to make friends where i live
and at school. I am perfectly content with my friends in
PY...i just dont get to see them during the entire winter
which totally sucks. Also i cry alot. I cry a lot when i
talk to my boyfriend...i think it is because i miss him so
much and now that it is winter we get to see each other
once every 2 or 3 weeks. Its hard because my mom always
bitchs about driving me to naples. I do have my drivers
license though. I got it in December. She wont let me drive
there though because she thinks that it is too far.
Personally i would much rather drive there because for the
most part it is country roads the whole way there. I know
that i would much rather drive there than around here. I am
so nervous driving around here because there are so many
more cars and everything. Driving to naples you go on the
expressway for a lil bit which isnt even really that far,
probably only 20 miles. Then the rest of the way there you
hardly pass any cars. Yeah i understand that it is winter
and everything...but we have hardly had any snow at all.
And besides its not like i would be driving there in a snow
storm.
The whole driving thing is the thing that me, my mom, and
my therapist got into an argument about. I got pissed
because my therapist was agreeing with my mom, which i
thought was totally unfair considering my therapist doesnt
know what kind of driver i am, and also i dont even think
that she has ever been to naples. She doesnt know that it
is like to drive there. I was trying explain to her that i
have driven there with my mom in the car before and i did
fine. Of course she had to come back with some smart ass
comment and i just got pissed and left.
When they finally made me come back she discussed putting
me on medication for my mood swings. So i went to the
doctor the other day and they put me on Paxil. I dont
really wanna take it because i dont think that it will
really change anything. Who knows though.




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