AdamsBabyGirl

Dazed and Confused
2002-03-01 17:09:43 (UTC)

PY and friends back at home

Alright, i will pick up from where i left off pretty much.
So the summer of 2000, i had more fun than i had ever had.
I was hanging out with people that truly liked me, and i
experienced so much. Penn Yan, from what i thought before
that summer, I thought that it was a town where everyone
knew everyone else...people left their doors unlocked while
they were gone and nothing was ever bothered, stuff like
that. That summer i found out that most of the kids there
smoke and drink, and a good majority of them did drugs and
had sex. I had never done any of that stuff before, but
that made me love hanging aroung them even more.
BJ and his friends were into biking and skateboarding. I
loved watching them so much, even though i never got the
guts to even try to pull off anything. Before that summer i
had never hung out with anyone that even smoked, let alone
did drugs or anything like that. it was exciting, they were
fun...i could be myself around them. They liked me for who
i was.
I was enjoying my Penn Yan friends so much that i was
beginning to not even care about my friends at home in
rochester. They were my life before i met everyone in PY,
and i didnt even care for them anymore. I invited them down
to PY a few times and they liked it to, except Kristin and
Kathryn were kind of critical of everyone. But then they
always are. For some reason they think that they are better
than everyone else, and they have the nerve to say that I'm
not a good friend, because i dont make time for them
anymore.
The way i see it, if they dont make time for me, then why
the hell should i make time for them? During the summers
now and weekends during the spring and fall, i want to
spend as much time with Adam and my friends in penn yan and
naples...but then kristin and kathryn are always on
vacation for about 6 weeks out of the summer anyway so that
doesnt really matter. I have all the time in the world for
them during the winter because during the winter i dont get
to go to PY or even see Adam that much. But no, when i have
plenty of time for them...they are busy with Colorgaurd
competitions and crap like that. So i basically feel like
when i have time for them, they dont have time for me, and
the other way around too. Its total BS.




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