PINKBABYPHAT

soul survivor
2001-05-06 00:35:12 (UTC)

friends with christina again

Saturday,May 5th/001

Dear Diary
Starting over is a bitch..haha

Anywayz, i'm so happy that me and Christina are frineds
again. It's been like 3 or 4 months since Christina and I
talked. I say it's weird cuz she used to be my bestfriend,
and i know we can't have that same friendship like we had
before. But i can honestly say that were starting a new
beginning. So far its been great, were talking again and i
mean talking. I never thought we could ever do that again.
But i guess it takes time when two friends are close and
then all of a sudden you turn your back.
I did that to Christina she was going through alot and all i
was was thinking of myself being a lil selfish bitch!! man
do i ever regreat that. I should of been there when she
needed me the most. No matter what, i have to say that
Christina has taught me alot, she gave me quiet a lecture
one day which i couldn't fight and she's right i'm a nieve
and selfish person who only thinks of herself and no one
else who dosent care.
Everybody makes mistakes, thats why they have your teen
years making and learning your mistakes so you don't make
the mistakes 2. In my case i think i've made it more than 2
haha. I've made to many and i regreat some of the decisions
i've made in the past. I hope with all the things i've
learned and more to come i know that it'll stick with me
forever and i won't forget it.

LOVE LISE




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