buttercup724

Life of the Confused
2002-03-01 01:43:15 (UTC)

First of maybe more

Well lets see...i'm not very exciting but hear it goes.
This morinig was like any other. Raise my body our of bed,
turn on VH1 and try to make myself look good for all the
men that don't notice me.

Went to class and put up with the girl that is suppose to
be my freind but basically says i am stupid and that i
annoy the hell out of her. When i say she's a bitch she is
like "i know."

All evenign i have playin on the computer hopeing to find
something constructive to do. Talked about plans with my ex
about tomorrow. i don't know what is up with him. He is
confused and says he doesn't know what he wants, but he not
ruling me out. You would think after 3.5 yrs he would know
something. But no, i am stuck with mr. stubborn.

I listened to a new song by kid rock and sheryl crow
called "Picture." The line "I put your picture away, sat
down and cried today." was very sad for me.....it just
brings so many broken dreams. Its amazing to me on how much
a picture can bring up so many feelings of happiness, loss,
and heartache.




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