Chris

F**KED up life
2001-05-05 20:16:57 (UTC)

wish it never happend

first of all. josh finally got caught for hitting that one
guy. but john and lindsay didnt. josh didnt rat on
them.supriseingly. and john still dosent have his bike
back..joshes dad was trying to sell it. and was going to
call the police if any one came looking for it.

and staci is still grounded. i have finnally talk to her
last night. and i have been talking to trista...her best
friend... alot. and found out that she thinks im cute and
yadda yadda. me and her talk like every night. and we talk
about everything. its pretty cool. i kinda like her. but
its ok. cause i really love staci. but...lindsay really
likes me. and 2 nights ago i was at her house. and she was
sittin on top of me. she was putting my hands are her
boobs. and i was playing with them. but after a while i
stoped and then she did it again. she was trying to get me
to finger her. but i told her i had to go. i really didnt
want to and now i regret it. im not going to tell staci
cause i know she will get mad. and thats not what i want.
but i want to tell her. i just really wish that night never
happend.

and it sucks cause every one is telling me to dump staci
and go out with lindsay. and i tell them no. and they i get
to see lindsay so much..every day. and i never get to see
staci. and they just make it hard to stay with her. but
still. she dosent really know how much i do love her.




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